Just some little thoughts.

I know that I don't spend a lot of time updating my blog. I only update once in a blue moon

But right now, I have this thought that has been bugging me for the past hours.

Loneliness and friends.

Everyone has felt this emotion at some point of their lives. Even the ones who are surrounded my friends.
To me, loneliness isn't just about being depressed or down when you're alone. You can also feel lonely when you have friends or family around you. It's that feeling of isolation, you know? Like how your friends, they make you feel isolated because you feel like they don't understand you, like nobody else can.

I personally have been through this, being alone, feeling so left out. It almost made me break-down and cry. That's how terrible it felt.

But over the years, I've gotten used to it. In fact, I spent nearly all the time being alone. And I liked it. I enjoyed being alone in my personal space. Sometimes I do get asked out by my friends just to catch up or just normal outing.

I keep telling myself that it's alright to be alone, It really is, It's okay if you got no friends. Just know that, yourself, that's all you need, You don't need a lot of friends to be happy. You just gotta keep a couple of close ones around. I personally have only got 2 close friends and the rest are just acquaintances. And I'm okay with that. Not everyone you're friends are your true friends.

If you got a group of friends that made plans without you, you sort of already know where you stand. So don't waste so much time trying to fit in with them anymore, Focus on yourself. You can do so much more without them.

So just enjoy yourself, don't make it a big deal when your friends had fun without you. Friends, they come and go. Just remember, if you got a couple of close friends around, cherish them.


That's all I have to say for now
This is just a late night thought I had, so why not make it into a blog post.


I'll update soon

xx

sick days, go away

I just recovered from a cold a few weeks ago. Now the cold made a comeback and I'm sick again. I feel miserable right now. I didn't have appetite to eat, I constantly feel like sleeping, even though I just woke up from that extra 3 hours of nap I took. My head feels light and my right side of my nose is blocked.

The weather must have messed me up big time cause I feel like shit right now. And yes, I'm whining like a baby because I feel weak like I just want to sleep all day :s

Last night, I slept around 12:40 am and woke up around 8:10 am this morning. Did some stuff, turned on my laptop for a while and around 9 am, I went back to sleep and then woke up at 12:30 pm. It was already lunch hour but I didn't have to appetite so I just made myself some hot chocolate and 2 slices of peanut butter toast.

Right now I still feel like crap and I'm a little bit irritated cause my laptop's being whack as fuck. I don't know why it's being super lagging these days. I feel like I got so much shit to complain about but I'm not gonna do it. I don't want to make my day even more miserable than it already is.

And.. I have a coaching session later on with Viven so I wanna prepare myself. So I'm gonna go lie down for a while and then get ready for later.

This is a super short post of me complaining about everything..
I know..I'm sorry I just had to let it all out to ease my frustrations..
Thank goodness I have this blog


I'll update soon

xx

Mini March Haul 2015

Hello everyone!

I am back again with another blog post ^_^
So Chinese New Year has recently ended and I hope that everyone who celebrated, had a wonderful time with family and friends. I had such an amazing CNY this year.


Okay, I'm gonna jump straight to the haul now. I haven't posted any hauls since forever.

I went to Watsons yesterday and spent quite a long time there cause they were having a sale.

Firstly, I picked up this Maybelline Color Sensational Lipstick in the shade 645 Red Revival. It was only RM 17.94 cause they were having this special weekend sale. 

I also picked up this L'oreal Paris Color Riche Lipstick in the shade Pearly Viva Red. This shade is lighter than the Maybelline one. At first I thought they were the same. This was also on sale for RM 17.95

Next, I picked up this Collection Lasting Perfection Concealer in the shade Cool Medium 2. I heard a lot of good reviews on this concealer, that's why I picked this one and I also ran out of concealer. ^_^

My last make-up bit I bought was the Collection Does It All Waterproof Mascara. I also heard a lot of good reviews on this mascara. I can't wait to try this~

I got this Argan Oil Body Scrub by Watsons cause I wanted to try it.

Another skin product I got is this giant St. Ives Body Lotion. I've used this already and I smells amazing. You guys should try it,

And lastly, I got this Loreal Paris hair dye in the shade P66 Intense Spicy Red. I can't wait to see the results of this hair dye :D

And yeah, that sums up my entire purchase from Watsons. I can't wait to try out all the new make-up bits and also skin products. 

I hope you guys enjoyed reading this blog post even though it's just me showing off all the things I bought. hehe

I will try to update as often as I can from now on and I hope to improve my blogging skills along the way!

I hope you guys have an awesome day or night depending on which place you're from. Stay beautiful, stay gorgeous, stay healthy and stay healthy! I love you all!

xx