Something bad happened today and I guess I'll just jump right in to the details of what happened. Lol
So this morning I followed my brother to the car repair shop to get his car fixed. So I was driving/ following my brother's car at the back, telling myself that "I got this".. "It's just a near place", I was so chill until this happened. I managed to hit a lorry from the side while driving and break the entire left side-mirror. The rest of the car is fine.. and the lorry was fine (of course.. it's a lorry) and no one was hurt, just the side mirror was completely gone. I was so stunned at first and I didn't know what to do. I had that "oh shit..""fuck my life" moment, but I had to keep driving cause there were cars behind me. And I felt so shitty afterwards. And it's not just the accident that I have to think about constantly, now my brother has to spend hundreds of dollars to fix the side mirror cause he know that I don't have the money to fix it myself. And it's all my fault. If I haven't been such a shitty driver, I would have save so much money and time for my brother. I felt so bad after that accident happened.
Later that morning, he told me to keep practicing and I'll eventually improve in my driving skills. That's what I'm gonna do from now on. I need to practice more even though I'd feel anxious and nervous and scared. I need to get through this so that I can go to places I want without using public transport anymore.
Right now, I still get that traumatic feeling from the accident, even though I'm just sitting here typing this blog post. Lol.. what happened this morning was a traumatic experience for me cause that was the first accident that happened to me while driving and I swear I never want to experience that again -touch wood-
So, enough about me for today. How's your day?
I'll update soon!
xx