i'm back but not really

It's been 4 years since I last updated and I was actually contemplating if I should delete all my posts or not.

But damn, these are actually memories. Cringe yet bittersweet memories.

I remember the very first time I created this blog (2009), which I've already removed majority of the posts. Fast forward to 2020, I can say that it's been a decade since I've had this blog up. To be honest, I don't really know what to do with this blog.

This blog has been a place for me to share and vent out during most of my teenage years. It has been through many ups and downs with me and for real, It's quite difficult for me let this blog go.

I looked through this blog and think if I were to revive this blog, what content should I be posting. I originally wanted this blog to be an escape, to share my experiences but sadly I stopped posting at 2016.

A lot of things have changed over time in a way that I don't really know where to begin. All I can say is that I'm not the same person who I used to be 4 years ago. And how remarkable that time itself can change a lot of things, a lot of perspectives. My life was in a much more different phase back then. I've been through hell and made it back. It has been an insane journey to become the person I am today. And I'm still trying everyday, to become a better person.

So I guess this is it, the kind of 'closure' I think that's appropriate for this blog (2009 - 2016). I'm not 100% shutting down this blog, just in the process of revamping it. Some big changes are on its way. This blog is about to have a new beginning.

I hope you all have nice day ahead
Happy New Year

Cheers!

xx