Uninspired

I was feeling so lost lately, like I don't know where I want my life to go. I made so many wrong choices in the past and even now I still make wrong choices and I just don't know how to deal with of all this. 

I felt like shit. In fact, I felt like shit all the time. I just feel so uninspired and unmotivated. I didn't update my blog for 1 month for Christ's sake. Sorry, I didn't mean to be this negative.. Maybe I needed some time...to chill and relax for a bit... work has been quite stressful for me and It's already December...which means I have to decide if i want to go to college or not. I can't really decide what course to take cause i'm scared that I'll do things half way and then quit in the end. So yeah, I really have to think this through. Yeah I admit, I'm the type of person who can't decide what I really want. sigh

Okay, besides all of the negativity, I do have so updates.. Comic Fiesta is just around the corner and It's gonna be my first time going and i'm so excited cause Viven, Reese, Brian, Ayman and Jonathan are gonna be there. So it's gonna be quite a busy week for me as I have to prepare stuffs and such.... Too bad I won't be cosplaying this year cause i'm really really tired from work and all that shit..I just wanna walk around the event hall and hunt for some goodies.. lol. 

Gah, I'm running out of things to say so this will be the end of my little life update...for now.
I'll do more of this sort of posts more often. Sorry if it's boring you guys... I never really wanted this to happen...And I was supposed to make a post on my collective haul..but I guess that won't be happening anytime soon... Sorry again, for all of the disappointment.. I really suck at blogging... I just feel a bit down recently.


I'll update soon

xx