and hello once again.

boredom brought me here. And guess when's the last time i updated?

last month -.-

a lot of things happened lately... and i was too lazy to blog about it..

sometime i thought of quitting my blog. ugh.

i'm just gonna update some not so important shits.

recently, i've been sick and all...

i've been sleeping in class, been procrastinating things and i've been hating recently.
i know i'm not suppose to hate.... but when the time i turned selfish.. you can't stop me.

and i felt some sort of hatred around me lately.. i just felt like everybody's hating me
even tho i'm not suppose to care... yeah.. why should i even bother.... hate? just let them hate -_-


second thing.... EA Con was a blast! cosplaying as Yui Hirasawa from K-ON! with Riisu as Mugi, Pauline as Mio, Silah as Azusa and Jia Ying as Ritsu!~ :D
theres' lots of people who wanted to take a photo with the K-ON group
 i had great day on both days of EA Con~ 


looking forward to the next Con... but first things first... i'm lack of budget here x.x
and riisu plan to cosplay on the next con... i'm gonna have a big problem saving up D:


and plus... alex and i plan to cosplay as Soul Eater next...
we'll see then X_X


-wait, let me recall stuffs-

i found a great website to make a great start with my careers
which is singing... so i needed to start with my vocals and guitar lessons soon...
it's my biggest dreams  to sing.... 


I'LL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR THIS EVERYDAY.. 


i wan't to fulfill this dream... cause i believe i can do it...
i just need to stop being lazy.. that's the first thing...




i feel like i'm missing something here....




have a great day everyone... goodnight :)


Kthanksbye. ;D

BRID EX part 2

so yeah... thats all... enjoy viewing... 

P.S: i ain't a good photographer.... 

things to admit.....

so heyy everyone.. it's Sunday :D

and it's the day i usually go to church...

i learned a lot from there... realizing my mistakes.. get to know Jesus well...the lesson i learned today was... "Knowing Jesus"

well, sis Maggie asked me: for example i'm her best friend and shes in trouble for stealing something and doesn't wanna admit it. will i cover her up by sacrificing myself and admit i'm the one who did it? i said "yes" i would... 

but i thought about it again? will i do that? i don't think so... i don't think i have the guts to do that... but in some way, i will.... i will sacrifice myself to help someone important to me... my family, my friends..... 

but, i have a feeling that i'm bluffing... i mean ... i wouldn't say it if i don't mean it :/

i do mean it... but it's hard to prove it... i get scared several times...

so once again, i realized my mistakes and never will do that again....

-lesson learned- 

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so, i said i'll post some pictures from BRID EX right? then i will :">

at least i'm not procrastinating this time... lol

well, this is me..... using eyeliner.... just now at church not balance....

i don't even know how to balance them man x__x

practice makes perfect then :/

BRIDEX 2011

harro there, long time no update le. i feel so dead and lazy nowadays.

-i'm so addicted to heavy metal songs-

HAHA. ignore that underlined sentence up there. i was bored bah

so. today i went to BRID EX  with dad and bro.. it sucked a lil ._.

i even had pictures... and it sucked too. heyy, i'm not a good photographer, but i'm trying to improve tho.... x.x

-i hate this- 

i'm always out of words to type.. i expect a lot of words every time i blog. but instead it turns out only a short post :/

okay. back to the topic..... 

tomorrow's PTM and i'm not sure that my mom wants to go... she's been lazy to go to ptm nowadays :D

she didn't even go during the 1st term ptm. HAHA. 

so i hope that my mom will be "LAZY" tomorrow... or maybe not .___.

lol. i shall stop here... 

i haven't take my shower yet. TEEHEE~ =D

i'll upload some pictures taken at BRID EX in my next post. If only the internet is good to me... 0:) 

ciao~

this blog is dead......

i haven't been blogging since the last post....many things happened...

both good things and bad things. i'm just gonna start with the bad thing.... lol, saving the good ones for the last.. 

well okayy... it's not really that bad... it's only bad yesterday........................................ i have my period -.-

i mean it's really hurts yesterday okayy~ i'm actually suffering... IN THE CAR...

lool..... i was at limbang then... this bloody thing came D:

and the thing i hate about is that.. i didn't get the buy the stuffs i wanted... what kind of shopping is this x_x

so yeaa..... well the good part is......... theres no good part actually.... 

i don't feel like blogging le laa..... screw mood swings D:

so i hope this afternoon is gonna be fun cause me going Mall! :D

oh yah... school will re-open very soon..... and i haven't complete my homeworks...... -die- 

bahh...until here laa.... byee xD

seriously, to be honest.. i don't even wanna follow people in my school in twitter.
probably it's because i don't like any of them....except for some...
really, i'm not kidding. people at school are just plain mean and so one... they intend to talk about you...
ohh... high school.... the worst times in life... i seriously cannot wait til i actually graduate from that place x.x


i've been thinking about going to KL for a vacation  stress relief... well, of course not this term.. it's kinda a bit too late to book the tickets .__.
maybe around term 3 holidays?
i want to go there ALONE... i'm still planning actually... but i'll definitely go lah... i can't stand wasting my holiday times here in Brunei.... 


so anyways... gotta go.... ttyl c:

the end of everything....

so i guess this is gonna be my last post..... to be honest, i don't even wanna blog anymore. i don't want to tell the whole world what happened. i'd rather keep things to myself instead.

last night......

last night... i looked awful.....

humiliating myself....  i don't even wanna talk about it.... 

seriously.... i don't wanna be an attention seeker anymore... people are talking about me and so on for what i did... dang man....

arrghh! i'll just tell you guys instead....

so last night... i was drinking.... i tweeeted dirty on twitter... saying i was drunk and so on...

then people started talking about me...being such and attention seeker.... so i woke up from my drunkness right after that....i was drunk.. how am i suppose to know man

i mean... i don't even wanna go on twitter ever again... but i can't do that... that's running away from problems... 

so i went to twitter just now....removed all the tweets is tweeted last night....

i can still live right? i know i was wrong.... i mean.. i shouldn't even tweet that i was a kuala lurah... i shouldn't even drink that time D:

so once again... i know i did wrong... i know my mistakes.... lesson considered learnt.

so i'm all normal now... no more.

heyy... shits happen... just learn from it and when i have the same problem again... i'll know what to do.

so i guess that's it.... 

i might be updating my blog you know?  (MIGHT) 

byee c:

ohyess! exams ended (few days ago) and i only 

update today -_-

cause i'm lazy maa.

so today i went to mall with 11 others :D

basically viE, celd, sora, izumi, hikaru, alex, tony, steven, silah, asyraf , tim and me xD

we took the whole front seat ya'know :D

and the move we watched was Insidious, a horror movie. the ending sucks -__-

to my personal opinion, the movie wasn't that scary. i know, i got scared too

but it's only a 50% to me...well it is scary after all

mwahahaha >:D

yupp. i screamed at this part. i don't know why x.x

so ermm.. i'm not gonna spoil the movie... you must watch it yourself >:D

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Izzah's gonna  go back to  Phils tomorrow. :/

i'm gonna miss her~ TwT

shes the nicest person i've ever met 

i'll always remember her :>

besides.. i know she'll be back in Brunei someday c:

so as to celd, viE and Raph :')

the time has finally come.

heyy guys!

wassup wassup?!

finally... i finished my math exam today and i was hell :s

paper 2 was HARD i sat there not doing anything..then after a while i started doing 

-sigh- my life is overr...at least paper 1 was alright :/

i soo hate math... why does math always have to get in my way...

i mean..why is it a must to study math??

it's not like i'm gonna be a mathematician anyway? x.x

i hate it... i hate is soooo much... i'm soo gonna drop math soon...or someday.

but the thing is...  'O' Levels .___.

just hope i can pass this.. i'll try putting more effort loo~ D:

so ermm... look into the bright side

HOLIDAY!!~

i'm soo looking forward to it...

and and... U-KISS fanmeet..... TwT

i wanted to go... but..but.. i don't have enough money to buy the tickets.. fml D':

and it's only once in a lifetime opportunity. what am i gonna do~ i don't wanna miss the chance. and plus.. the consumer fair is on the same day as the fan meeting x__x

buttt..... i can go to the consumer fair on saturday.... cause sunday is the last day... then i'll go to the fan meet on sunday :D

great idea!~ good job syeon :'D

i'll need a lot of money for that D:

anyways.... gotta go now.. 

Bye Bye~

SWAG! :D